DEVASTED

im so veri devasted 2dae
i duno y
since dher beginnin of dher dae till nw
so jus nw in skul i kept loosing muaii temper
sori guys
if i lost muaii temper at uue jus nw
i cant seem to control muaii temper 2dae
so 2 avoid any temper being lost again,
i was hme early
nw onli 3 plus
i admit i gt depression(i tink)
i kp wantin to cry
nn kp loosin muaii temper at others
sometimes i realli tink wads dher use of mi stayin in tis world
i might as well die
lols
i cant bring myself to smile 2dae
so guys
all u saw mi cheerin at dher hall
laughin
or anyting tt shows tt im happy
is fake
im jus encouragin myself
i duno y
i jus feel tt no1 cares for mi
no1 bother to care at all
2dae's lit enrichment was so borin
i jus sat dhere
tryin to slp
bt roy dhey all r dhere
so tt made mi nt slp
lols
bt dhey realli did cheer mi up by tt little bit
realli
dhen after skul
we went to hv lunch
went to dher library after tt
we talked
had 'FUN'
bt we talked 'bout some serious tings la
dhen called angeline
she said our class tee cn onli be ready when skul reopens
wl..
shes damn unresponsible lo...
at first sae monday
dhen cnt
thursdae
we already veri gd lo
we gave her x-tra 3 daes
dhen she said 4 june
we sae ok again
wl
dhen she de cun jing chi lo
nw she sae skul re-open
i wanna chase her for it
bt esther poh dhey all said nvm
bleahh..
k la
i admit i lost muaii temper at her
again
my mood is jus so damn bad 2dae la
nw for dher band tingy
every tues nn fri
2pm-6pm
u wan us to die ar
still gt band camp leh
wl
band camp 3 daes summore
haixx...
nvm lo
sec skul life...
btw
SEC SKUL LIFE SUCKS
i hate tt
i duno y sum ppl sae dhey prefer sec skul to pri skul
i would sae i prefer pri skul lo
no stress
no nth
most importantly,
NO BMS
bms 2 hour
u cn die frm it
bt at least gt tt 'santa claus' la
so tis made bms session more 'fun'
lols
kaes
i came hme early 2dae
nn i told esther poh last fri tt i wana b guai gia
dhen i told her 2dae im goin early
dhen she said
'be guai gia mus start frm goin hme early'
dhen eudora nn wuan ling was lyk
'arh,arh.arh'
so i was so diao
i jus gave dhem a diao face
k
i lost muaii temper again
lols...
i bet esther poh will tell HIM bout my arm
dhen HE will surely kp askin mi wad happen
bt tis will make mi feel better cos
tis shows tt at least HE cares for mi
i noe im weird la
bear wif mi
zihui did nt realli disturb mi 2dae cos i tink she cn c tt im nt in gd mood 2dae
sori guys
again
lols..
lets nt tok bout tt anymore
lets tok bout HIM
in dher post tt states Thursday,March 01,
i scolded HIM in tt post
HE used to be muaii enemy
bt he realli pissed mi off la
hahas
bt i realli didn expect HIM to be muaii stead rite nw
lols
ya la
i admit tt i lyk HIM although HE pissed mi off
i duno y
jus hv tt kinda feelin lo
kaes
nth lerx
buaies

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